I AM: completely happy
I WANT: umm, great question......money? that way i could take everyone to

Hitchhikers this Friday at 1:15 pm at the Regal

I HAVE: a wonderful life, a messed up computer, and newly bought great game, and a koosh!
I WISH: I had more soda......hmm..........
I HATE: fakeness
I MISS: high school of all things, but I'm quite content with life right now, it'd just be cool to relive the past........4 years all over again
I FEAR: making jennie mad (hand like a whip!), being alone, and worrying about people
I HEAR: and I quote: "Dub - Dub - Dub - dada Dub - Dub - Dub"
I SEARCH: for an easy way to get a PSP
I WONDER: how many times is it going to take me watching the evangelist linebacker for it not to be funny?
I REGRET: nothing, life isn't made for regrets
I LOVE: a lotta things........God, family, gummis, playing settlers, someone, Coke, and pizza
I ACHE: on my finger, stupid papercut
I ALWAYS: am listening to music
I AM NOT: not always hungry
I SING: only in the shower, where I don't have to torture the ears of others
I CRY: tears of joy mostly
I WRITE: too many surveys (and yet, here I am doing another one.......ironic, isn't it?)
I CONFUSE: more often than not, myself
I NEED: more soda! one 12 pack isn't enough
I SHOULD: go to bed, but, i'm thinking no...........maybe I should watch some more ranma.........

FATHER THINKS I AM: (make that "am" a "have") my head on straight
MOTHER THINKS I AM: her little baby .........I am not little nor a baby
THREE THINGS YOU ARE OFTEN COMPLIMENTED FOR: sarcasm.....looking ridiculous.........umm..........cooking dinner for person(s) (which tells you how often I get complimented)
MAKES YOU HAPPY: playing games
UPSETS YOU: I'm going to have to go with fakeness
YOU LIKE TO COOK: umm, spaghetti with chicken, dragon style
YOU'RE IN LOVE: if you don't know the answer to this, just listen to joel make fun of me sometime, I'm sure you'll get the answer
YOU BITE YOUR FINGERNAILS: eek, yeah, I do
YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: Nope, not at all. 

*Do You...*
TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: most of the time twice a day..........man, that shower after work feels great
HAVE A(ANY) CRUSH(ES): this is 3
THINK YOU KNOW YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE: definitely know that I have
WANT TO GET MARRIED: Of course, but in due time, no need to rush things.  I would however like to put an attachment to this answer, and it's a very small, partial no, but a no nonetheless, solely because of this graph.
HAVE ANY TATTOOS/WHERE?:  nada
PIERCINGS/WHERE?: guys.......with..........piercings.........nah, leave it to the girls
GET MOTION SICKNESS: not really

THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: oh yeah, I'm the biggest one around *turns head* yes, I'd like 2 double cheeseburgers, and 2 McChickens.....thank you........
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: since I left the house
THUNDERSTORMS: nature's light show

*Other*
SIGN: it's straightening your four fingers minus thumb, tucking your thumb underneath on your palm with your palm facing down, and putting your wrist to your mouth and moving the hand forward while moving the four fingers like fire.......it looks raelly cool
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: Like blonde, duh, like, can't umm, you tell?!
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: The hair dye I used was invisible, so, yeah, still brown
EYE COLOR: that depends on who you ask, however, as long as you aren't crazy, you'd say my eyes are brown, as they have always been
BIRTHPLACE: Georgia!!!!..........Movin to the country, gonna eat me alotta peaches
NAME 3 BANDS/ARTISTS YOU LISTEN TO: hmm, what's the last stuff I got......Green Day, Good Charlotte, and Akon
NAME 1 THING YOU DISLIKE: rabbit food

*Favorite*
SONG: psh......I don't have a favorite song really........hmm.......I think that the Devil Went Down to Georgia II is my currently most listened to song'
SEASON: summer! I love the sun
SPORT: football (you'd better think the right one, or else I'll kick you!)
DRINK: Coke..........why did the school have to sell out to Pepsi?
VEGGIE: well, let's see, which veggies do I actually eat........I'd have to say green beans, in casserole form

*Preferences*
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT?: cuddling is the best
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE?:  chocolate milk is good anytime
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?: Dark chocolate just has that yumminess that no other chocolate carries
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE?: Swirl

*In the last 24 hours, have you....* 
CRIED?: had no reason to
HELPED SOMEONE?: I think so.... I'll have to ask whether I actually helped or not
BOUGHT SOMETHING?: went shopping so someone could get sick stuff
GOTTEN SICK?: nope, and God willing, and despite ALL odds, I won't either
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: not for a while, but.........I am going to............

Hitchhikers this Friday at 1:15 pm at the Regal

GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: yep, it was wednesday, Bdubs
SAID "I LOVE YOU"?: Something would be serious wrong if I didn't
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: nope
TALKED TO AN EX?:  nope
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: nope

HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: eh, yeah

MISSED SOMEONE?: this is 4
HUGGED SOMEONE?: this is 5
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: nah, we're pretty good
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: I'm a pretty peaceful guy

*Would You Ever?* 

EAT A BUG?: You do realize you eat a number of spiders in your sleep a year?
BUNGEE JUMP?: Oh yeah, it's awesome
HANG GLIDE?: *sigh* yet to do this one yet
KILL SOMEONE?: if I had to, but, I guess that's all part and parcel of being in the army
WALK ON HOT COALS?: it could be ok.........for a dare.....
BE A VEGETARIAN?: uh uh, I'm not a rabbit, and I don't want to pretend to be one
WEAR PLAID WITH STRIPES?: *shivers* ok, I might have not much fashion sense at all, but still, I'm not THAT bad
SING KARAOKE?: heh.......yeah.........so, I've tortured people with this before
GET DRUNK OFF YOUR ASS?: well, I did live in Germany.......
SHOPLIFT?: no, that's just wrong
RUN A RED LIGHT?: heh, I think I already have, but I must having barely not made it
STAR IN A PORN VIDEO?: next question
DYE YOUR HAIR BLUE?: I don't think I'm make a good blue-ie.....blue-ette......blue-head.....what would you call that person?
BE ON SURVIVOR?: retarded show
WEAR MAKEUP IN PUBLIC?: already done it sadly............stupid dares.......
NOT WEAR MAKEUP IN PUBLIC?: piece of cake
CHEAT ON A TEST?: nope, I'm smart enough to do it on my own........pst, what's number 5?
MAKE SOMEONE CRY?: I don't try to.........
CALL YOUR MATH TEACHER A MOTHERF*****?: not unless he really really did something to deserve it
KICK A BABY?: but the NFL commercial was so funny where the granny kicked the baby.............
DATE SOMEONE MORE THAN TEN YEARS OLDER THAN YOU?: I don't think so, though, I don't know, it would have been extremely weird until I reached the age of my life I'm at now..........however, for now, half plus seven rule is good for me
CUSS OUT A PRIEST?: nah, they're cool guys
TAKE A JOB AS A JANITOR?: if I was a millionaire........maybe......
WEAR A THO-THO-THO-THO-THONG?: *cringes* that's just wrong
STAY UP ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT?: I did that before I even started high school
DRINK STRAIGHT ESPRESSO?: coffee is sick

*FIRSTS AND LASTS*
First best friend: I don't think I've had a true best friend until the one I have now.....so....prolly jennie...........
First screen name: KewlPanda02, see, I've kept it
First self purchased album: prolly the Space Jam soundtrack (now THAT was back in the day)
First pet: Cricket, my incredibly fast and mischevious turtle
First piercing: I had a bolt put through my neck at age 12, but, most people said it wasn't halloween too many times that I had to take it out
Last car ride: to Weggie's to help someone get feel good stuffs
Last good cry: a week or two ago.......but they were tears of joy
Last library book: library?

Last movie seen: I actually can't think of this one
Last beverage drank: W cola
Last food consumed: chocolate filled donut......yum..........
Last crush:  so, does that count the current one? I'm going with yes....so......this is 6
Last phone call: this is 7
Last time showered: after work today , so fresh, so clean clean.....
Last shoes worn: adidas sandals
Last CD played: custom made
Last item bought: Food, and Weggie's
Last disappointment: that I'm not asleep right now
Last time wanting to die: haven't wanted to do that in a very long time
Last time scolded: by who? I guess punchy, for making fun of him at some point.......
Last shirt worn: Hawaiian polo-ish shirt, it's awesome
Last website visited: RedvsBlue.com
Last word you said: Dub (pronounced: Doob)
Last song you sang:  Complete: Good Charlotte - I just wanna live

*WHAT*
What is in your CD player?: custom made
What color of underwear are you wearing?: who knows, I don't, and you shouldn't
What’s under your bed?: random junk
What time did you wake up today?: 630  

*CURRENT*
Current mood: woohoo!
Current music: Modest Mouse - Float On
Current taste: residual donut
Current hair: short , I miss the giant hair
Current clothes: jeans
Current annoyances: switching between typing on here and finding and changing what I want with the HTML
Current longing:this is 8 
Current desktop picture: my family the day my dad got back from Iraq
Current favorite artist: hmm..........Bowling for Soup
Current book: Crap.............Wheel......of .............something or other, I can't remember the title

Current color of toenails: whatever toenails usually look like..............
Current time-wasting wish: people to play settlers with......oh......it's late.........
Current hate: not having more soda!!! gonna need more

Well, at least it made me more tired!!!!

Currently Playing Jerk It Out By Caesars see related

Ok, I owe everyone an update on my life......

Well, let's start off the mundane news so that I can end with the more exciting stuff.  Assuming there is more exciting stuff ................SO, right now I'm on co-op which, in all reality, is a good break from school in most regards.  It gives me something to do that is away from all the brick buildings for a while.  And there's no homework involved, a big plus.  And yet, a big minus.  I come home from work everyday, and I genuinely have nothing to do.  At first it's cool, you know, you get to do whatever you want, everyone else is studying, working, and not having a good time while you are at your computer, the tv or some video game relaxing and chilling after a day at the office.  But after a while, it just stinks.  Everyone else IS busy, and you aren't.  Things get old after a while.  Especially for me.  I'm a people person.  You'd think I'd have developed a hobby after all this time.  Well, I have: people.  I like doing things with people.  I like living and exploring life with people.  I like hanging with people.  I like thinking with people.  I like figuring out how people think, and seeing what they are really made of inside.  That's who I am.  And having nothing to do makes time for that, unfortunately, everyone else has school.  Bah Humbug!

So, that's the.......official (?......intellectual?........great time for a brain fart) part of my life.  Let's drive by social next, as that has already been somewhat discussed.  Altho during the week really stinks, weekends tend to be amazing.  Usually, starting Friday night, it's a nonstop fun time with various assorted people.  Most of the time, Friday night is IV, with me either hanging out with IV people, or with the Erics, Joel, Emily, Khanh sometimes, the Fisher girls sometimes, and other assorted people that join us.  These people I call the CCC crew, because they are the people I mainly hang out with from CCC.   But yeah, we've done a number of random things, sledding, bowling, line dancing, going out to eat, watching movies, whatever, and yet, we always seem to come back and play pond scum. Weird?  So, yeah, Friday nights are random.  Saturdays are mostly spent with the CCC Crew because they most of the time get together on a Saturday, midday-ish, and don't finish doing whatever until 2, 3 at night, which is always a blast.  And sunday, well, that's been random, because of pro sports and such. But I do get to hang with the roomies usually a little bit on that day, as well as thru the week.  And my fifth roommate (Jaclyn) does usually stop by and stay til some good hour at night, so, she's fun, especially to joke around with.

Hmm, official, social, ..........guess that leaves emotional.  WELL....................so family first.  My dad got back from Iraq!!!  Safe and Sound too! I can't tell you how relieved I am to have him back.  but, it's pretty darn relieved :).  I even changed my desktop to a picture of my family reunited once he came back, and for those of you who know about my desktop it doesn't change much, so, yeah.  But yes, I am so happy.  And he's glad to be back too!  Thanks to everyone who prayed for him, or ever raised a concern or a hope for him, you have my thanks. 

Ok, and now the juicy stuff.  So, I have someone special in my life again.  YAY!  Her name is Emily, I met her this year, and she's a sophomore.  A year younger, which, I dunno, it's not a big difference agewise, and it's definitely not a difference at all maturity wise, she's a very smart, very bright, and very witty girl.  Not to mention amazingly cute *shivers*.  I met her earlier this year during Fall quarter, and, I want to say we hit it off pretty well.........yeah, I think I'm going to say that.  But yeah, over the next month, I got to hang with her, get to know her a little bit more, and find out who she is.  Getting to know her was awesome, I've never had that much fun talking nor have I ever really talked so much without disregard for time.  So, on with the story......I ended up liking her for some time, and then one mystical magical night I took her to the Olive Garden, where, we talked from about 6 til closing, and then from that time til 12 or 1 in the morning in my parking lot to my apartment (note to self, talk to girl in the parking lot in WARMER months).  So, it was late, we both needed to get to bed, so, as she's dropping me by my door, I pull the idiot move.  I turn to her, say "This is probably the stupidest thing I've ever done, but.........I like you" and turn to exit the car.  Dialog is as follows:

Her: "So that's it?"
Me: "Yeah, that's pretty much it"
Her: "You're just leaving dramatically like that"
Me: "Yep"
Her: "Ok....."

I don't remember exactly how it ended as I left the car, just that I was relieved that I finally got that out to her.  So, we talked a bit more that week, tho, talking moved towards IM flirting, which, if you haven't tried it, you should, it's........fun.....and....very interesting.  Then we went on Mission U, where I got to see my best friend, and catch up with her, and that was fun.  And I got to stay up late talking to fun people, so, that rocked too.  But back to the topic on hand.  I didn't really get to see her at all that weekend, which, was a minor bummer, but, when I got back we talked and she told me she liked me to, and we talked it out and decided to make it official on valentines day.  Yes, how cliche.  BUT, oh so romantic.   So, it's official .  I don't know what more I can say about it, other than I really am crazy for this girl.  I enjoy every moment with her, and still think about her every moment she isn't here.  And she's fun to whip in canasta .

So, how's that for an update?

(and yes, the song is sappy, so what? )

Currently Playing Crazy for This Girl By Evan & Jaron see related